yea maybe so... but i think about her a lot... just kind of that first love feeling, and I guess i yearn for that. but yea that too... I am trying to cut out porn. it's a process.
also, porn gets old, like why am i watching as a third person view... i miss having that connection with somebody.
seeing photos especially remind me of the good times. of course, the difficult parts of holding a relationship are all lost in hindsight haha... funny how that works
also i guess by speaking about it here, it relieves some of that pressure to call her and ignite something that is not good for either of us...
Not for everyone still ^^ it's a good quickie. Ive gone back to using my imagination but even that.... As I'm settling into middle age, having interal dialogues of the pros and cons lately. Def more creative when i haven't "relieved". But it's also sacred for creation of a human being yea?
yea maybe so... but i think about her a lot... just kind of that first love feeling, and I guess i yearn for that. but yea that too... I am trying to cut out porn. it's a process.
also, porn gets old, like why am i watching as a third person view... i miss having that connection with somebody.
I hear you. I was just kidding.
seeing photos especially remind me of the good times. of course, the difficult parts of holding a relationship are all lost in hindsight haha... funny how that works
also i guess by speaking about it here, it relieves some of that pressure to call her and ignite something that is not good for either of us...
I would think that most of us who grew up with the internet would be completely desensitized by porn and find it to be fake and boring.
Not for everyone still ^^ it's a good quickie. Ive gone back to using my imagination but even that.... As I'm settling into middle age, having interal dialogues of the pros and cons lately. Def more creative when i haven't "relieved". But it's also sacred for creation of a human being yea?