Really thanks for sharing your experience with us and it's really unfortunate to hear about your trauma, genuinely speaking i can imagine from what tough phases you have faced. But the greatest thing is, you've never hided it, you are honest towards your issue and that's why you and your husband followed right path to make it good, and literally speaking, an perfect relationship is not an relationship who always having great and happy moments, but an perfect relationship comes out when both of you go from tough time but still you are moving ahead with same passion. Stay blessed both of you and i wish and pray for you and husband's goodness. Wishing you an great day. 🙂