My love story #am I a bitch??#

Sometimes when I sit and think of what females go through just because of these word "love". I pray to God to remove love from existence and probably just make our heart so soft that all we do is just to like the opposite sex.
I as a person av been through alot when it comes to relationship,yeah people come and go,buh while they were around what impact did they make?
That question goes to each and everyone of us...mine as been a tragedic story,because am this kind of person that loves wholeheartedly and I Rilly don't know why God created me like that because it has only done more harm than good.
It has been like that for years but the last boyfriend i had really made things worst for me...two days after our break up he called me a bitch,and this has made me worried and down because I don't know if am worth being called a bitch for what I did.
Will quickly take us through my love story so you guys can help let me know if am a bitch.

my love story

I had some issues so I wasn't able to complete my first semester regular, so I had to switch to summer so as to complete my first semester.
I resumed school for my summer studies, school activities was going on as usual but it was not as interesting compared to regular session.
There is this hostel close to my hostel that me and my friend do go to almost everyday when bored.
This was where I met this boy called Alfred. Alfred is a tall,slim cute boy. The first day I met him he was looking so gentle and loving and I thought have found my Mr Right.
It all happened very fast and I can't say this is what came over me that made me so cheap.
On this faithful day me,my friend, him, and his friends were in the room gisting as usual,alfred was like "Tobi I like this girl but I know she won't believe me".
I didn't really pay attention to his words not until later in the night when he escorted me to get something.this was when he started telling me about his feelings for me and how he has been interested in me since the first day he saw me.
We slept together on the same bed that night,he made me loose all my balance as a girl by telling me sweet things and that was how we had our first kiss....yeah we kissed and till date I can't forget that night.
That was how we started this relationship of ours, and day by day it was looking like it was not gonna end.
Alfred was showing me love in all manner of ways even if he wasn't financially bouyant.we shared things together,do things together, believe me it was fun
On the fourth day of our relationship,we were on the bed as usual, we were gisting,touching ourselves as usual,he kissed me..the kissing continued with alot of romance..he was beginning to touch every part of my body..he touched my boobs...nd he made me Rilly in the mood..he removed my top and bra..he stopped kissing and started sucking my nipple...yeah this was wow buh it all ended there because I was on my period. Alfred wasn't happy,he was in the mood to have sex already and I would have given him on that faithful day if it wasn't for my period.
Alfred left for Lagos the next day to bring some files that he needed urgently..believe me this was when I realized I was so my in love with him.I couldn't do anything well, sleeping at night was an issue,everything was looking so annoying without him..i was just so much attached to him.
Alfred abscence didn't mean we lost contact, we were always talking on phone and chatting...our chats was so interesting.. He was always talking about how our first sex will be when he returns to school..and I as a person was so much anxious for that day to come.

Will stop the story here....

watch out for the next episode of my love story!!!!