The society we live in is screwed up. We are taught from young age that we need to obey instead of inquire or explore. The educational systems turns us into obedient workers. The 9 to 5 schedule drains the last drop of energy we have left. We babysit the kids with the TV and so on. At each sep you are manipulated and told what to do, what wear, how to behave, etc. Where or who is the real you? It's hard to say when you are desensitized by the pandemic media and those around you.