I found something on my memo lol its a poem dedicated to my crush before 😂

You’ve hurted me enough that I should choose to leave but I stayed
It hurts a lot
Seeing you happy without me is killing me
I should have known from the start that this will hurt me
I should have ignored everything
I should have ignored those dumpy heart beats that i felt the moment i saw you
I should have ignored those bricks falling in my heart when your with someone else
I should have ignored everything
But I didnt
I fell
I fell to a person that will never be mine
I fell to a person that ones made me feel special with his words
I fell to a person who never believe in himself
I fell to a person who’s too kind to reject everyone
I fell to that chinky eyes of yours
I fell to your kind of shoes
I fell to your favorite violet shirt that you always wore underneath our uniform
I fell to your star wars bag
I fell with your voice
I fell and loved your language
I fell to that big tummy of yours
I fell to a person who cried infront of the class
I fell to a person who’s loved and adored by everyone
I fell to a person whose to far to reach
I fell to a person who can easily make me happy and cry at the same time
I fell to a person who can make me whole and break me into peices
I fell to a person…
I fell to a person who will never be mine
I fell deeply to an endless pit that you’ve made
I should have known not to cross on that pit
I fell but you did not catch me
It hurts
Its killing me everytime
God knows how much i wanted you
God knows how much it hurts
I tried to move on but i failed
I tried ignoring you but i cant
I tried and tried but i always end up falling hard again and again
I cant move on
I cant ignore you
I cant stop this
I dont want to stop this
I have fallen hard that I rather break several times than not feeling anything towards you anymore
I have love you enough to even think of myself
This is too extreme but i do