I am glad you had support in your times of need. Even in a tough period like that you had your husband was with you. For better and worse. I know you only from steemit, and my impression of you is that you are a strong individual. Your past experiences have made you into this person you are know. I am glad you have found a way to deal with you inner demons, and the best part of all of it is that you are helping other with advices.