Well definitely some responsibilities feel like a weigh in the freedom we should enjoy, the saddest thing is that these responsibilities will remain definitely even when we're gone and it still weighs us down irrespective. The truth is that we can't exceed some certain limit my health issues have made me avoid a lot of strenuous activities and funny enough I have to always make a calm face while making my videos.
I'm really sorry for what you're going through man I swear it can be painful, but what do we know, we keep fighting.
As for Liz, she's obviously the most selfless person I've ever met and well most of the things I've achieved here i owe it to her.
Well I hope you get back soon mate, in a week time I'm going for a degree and I'll be sparingly available.

We can't live to live enough all our aspirations, I'm careful not to go past my limitation because it might harm my health, I've some things I should basically not have because I want to stay afloat and thrive and well I hope it can be better soon even if my health issues might be life long. @surpassinggoogle it might have been a long road and I haven't lived up yo expectation but sometimes the numerous pain in life sometimes makes us cling to life and things that might prolong life more