This is an interesting post. In fact, I think it irritates people how much I question and analyze my own thinking processes. To me, I think it's slightly crazy not to step back and think about why you're responding to a particular situation in a particular way. Our cultural conditioning runs deep and I think it's safe to say that our first response to an event, more often than not, is the programmed one -- at least until your thinking fully transcends that conditioning. At that point, everything you do appears as either insanity, genius, miracle-working, or sorcery from the perspective of the matrix.