Hey, @maverickinvictus.
Doesn't seem like persevering is the way to go when someone comes along and kicks you when you're down. I don't blame you for getting upset at all. The fact you restrained yourself is a testament to who you really are.
I'm glad you called the hotline, too. I also hope that there will be more times to foray out into the unknown, and that it will be better. There are good people still out in the world, like Jasmine. Those are the types of folks that need to be in your life. The ones who don't judge, demean or belittle.
I'm also glad you shared this. I wonder how you are every time I see your autovote on a post. I don't want to intrude, and I'm sure you've got enough to work with, out, on. But I do wish you well, whatever that means and however that looks now.
Hey Glen it is great to read your words as always.
Yes I was glad I called. It was very bad how I felt yesterday. As close as it has ever been but Jasmine was able to talk me down from self harming.
I'm not fully back but I log in from time to time and reading stuff from my favorite people here in Steem.
I don't always comment but I make sure to read.
Hopefully I get better and feel safer to go out.
Hey, @maverickinvictus.
One step at a time, I guess is what they say. Expect setbacks, work to move forward. Something like that. :)
I'm glad you are checking in from time to time. It is good to know you are out there and what you're experiencing. I think it's healthy to share it in some fashion, and hopefully that means it helps, and not only you, both others, too.