Wow...thats a lot, i feel like...like you were describing the whole me. Its like am aiming for something i cant seem to reach out to because a part of me is still afraid. I set goal i dont meet, and sometimes i just get really confused. Most people know what it takes to succeed but we never do anything, always waiting for that special moment that never comes. Nice post, i hope you keep on pushing to achieve your dream, as i hope i do too.