I was recently evicted from a group of friends just like in elementary school - suddenly no one is talking to me - it's amazing! Fortunately I have evolved to a point in my life where I am ready to take on the challenge and not try to fix it like I usually do. I did a sigil and now I am just praying to move past it. It seems the deal was that there was an underlying competition in the group and I got in a relationship first - suddenly the cool kid I was friends with for the last 12 years is no longer my friend and other friends are choosing him over me - WHATEVER - I am devasted and fearful right now, but I want to be done with people like this so I am rising to the challenge. I grew up like you and it's been a struggle just to get to some sense of normalcy.