Hi @joseph1956
"Throughout my life I had companions, people I loved and love, but never a friend, I was and still am destined to confide my secrets to others, also to know theirs, I am an open book to bequeath my knowledge", I think in this we are very much alike, since my childhood I have always been open with my companions, I find it hard not to be so is something I do not control, maybe for some people this may not seem good to them, but I think being transparent with our fellows helps us to keep us in healthy balance, beyond any other interpretation.
Best regards, be well.