I really wish I did understand this stuff though 😀

I made some more posts during the last months trying to explain the basics of programming:
#0, #1.1, #1.2, #1.3, #1.4, #1.5, #1.6
I tried to make them as beginner-friendly as I can, so maybe this will help you. If you get stuck anywhere you can always ask.

Thanks for you reply.