I deeply felt every single word you wrote in this worthy post. A friend of mine went through depression and at some point, she just wanted to run away from the toxic world. She was a trailing spouse and was living in a place where everything was alien to her. She went into a deep depression and wanted to run away. Later she consulted a divorce coach and filed for the divorce just to end this toxic relationship and want to be in her family close to her friends and relatives. Now, she's doing perfectly and that decision proved the life saver for her.