Poetry Dice Entry: Stronger than I am?

I stumble, hand and feet
stand defeated, trying to seek the balance
no one to answer me
leave the weakness to beat the challenge

but on scales of numbers and opinions
I question my own direction
many moons, I sought the home
where I could assess my own intentions

building my own circumstances
to battle with my stings
but shattering my lack of “me”
is like raiding a castle with no king

So am I balanced or am I on a trip of vertigo
Am I moving to something or I don't know what I'm working fo'?
I don't see those demons yet but I know they are lurking though
And so I ask, Am I stronger than i am?

@eyedeology