Yeah, it is one of my scribbles.
I just have had a look at your posts. You don't need to apologise for how or when or how often you use steemit. Everyone has a different situation and different reasons for how they live their lives.
You should get a welcome back, it's great to see you. How have you been?
Do your thing your way. Good luck with your career aspirations. Like you my husband is supportive with the family. We all do our best.