Poem / Adieu

Adieu

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I’m getting this off my chest,
There’s a whole lot that’s been leaving me a mess.

First to J;
I can’t stand you.
I wish you had ended it properly,
I wish you never confided in me.
I wish I had the strength to say no.
I wish I hadn’t reached out.
Honestly the amount of crap you’ve caused,
Has left hunched over on all fours.
I let you in, opened all my doors,
Just to have you break down my walls,
And show me your real claws.

Second to E;
I wish that I hadn’t met you.
A week and we were through,
There was nothing that I could do.
Again, I was too soft.
I broke in the moment.
I let you back into my loft.
I embraced you with arms wide open.
Just to have you dissect me,
You cut into every strand.
You drained all I had.

Third to M;
You must’ve irritated me the most,
We were tight and now you’re a ghost
If you’re gonna be fake at least have the decency,
Not waste my time or mental capacity.
You screwed me around a few to many times.
I’m done with everything that resembles lies.

Last;
I’m glad that I was able to see.
Exactly just how much I mean.
I’ve treated you the best I can.
I’ve been the bigger man,
I’ve tried to keep everything flowing well,
But it’s hard when you all ring our friendships knell.
One day is all I hoped for,
But I was always just ignored.
The third, fifth and seventh wheel,
I’m no longer part of that spiel.
If you couldn’t bother to be human enough to care.
Well it’s alright I’m cutting out my share

To all of you that haven’t been there or anywhere,
I hope you take care.
This is the last time I’ll address you.
Adieu!

By Ethan
2018/01/14

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