Silent Hoping

'Twas a cold night
When tears flooded our cheeks
A painful pact has been made
That ended us broken for distance.

Now we're torn apart,
The garden we've bloomed
And our shattered hearts
Has faced its doom
And turned into white and black.

Yet I still hope,
Our memories entangled
Like the roots beneath the shadows
That reaches my soul.

I thought I found freedom
By breaking what we have
But unconsciously,I bounded myself
In chains of misery and loneliness.

Now Im alone,
Waiting for something..
I dont know.

Remembering the things
We used to share,
But deep within myself
It is only I,
Who yearns yesterday

Looking back
Realizing how much I have lost
Made me say to myself
How stupid I was
For not fighting hard
The sake of the love
That was once ours
Is now shattered into pieces
And thrown into a place
That only us can find and fix.

But how?
How will I go
If I can't find you first
The key is on your hand.

Will you stay and say yes?
And restart what we have ended?

(Written on December 20, 2015)