How?

How do I let you go?
It seems impossible but tell me how can I let you go? How can I forget you? How can I wipe the memories in head or do I even stop the pain in my heart?
Why does your ghost keep haunting me?
It is so hard.
Even after almost 365 days ago I still can’t let you go…well, I mean the memories of what we had… since you left without caring about a proper goodbye.
Without caring anything.
It’s funny, in a very twisted way, all the times I have said to myself I finally could let you go and yet, deep down, I’ve never truly done it and I can’t understand why!
If it was so easy for you, why can’t it be that easy to me?
All I know… is that I would like to hear that answer from you…and yet, all I could get is an enigmatic silence.