Tired..

Can't shake this feeling,
Thoughts racing a thousand miles a minute,
I feel like my body is running on autopilot,
My mind's the captain's quarters,
Another person steering the ship.

I'm just trudging through life,
Watching every memory,
Of every moment,
Of Every day,
Zooming past me,
Shattering into millions of tiny fractured pieces,
Coming together to form a whole.

I feel like I'm drowning in my skin,
Being suffocated by my own body,
I am the only one who can truly save myself.
Reach my hand into the water,
Search for any sign of life,
A sign of hope,
A sign that there is anything left worth saving.

You ask if I am okay,
I pull my head up out of the water,
Take a deep breath,
Sigh and say,
"Yeah, no I am fine..
I am just...
tired.