I enjoyed this.

For me, I find refuge in Steemit, in crypto, in reading science fiction novels, in ska music . . yea I know, but ska is just so damn happy

such contradicting forces - my love for the luxurious lifestyle and my passion for unravelling the truths in life.

Isn't that the truth. It's a fine line sometimes. Truth is important, but it can hurt people. I have sided with the truth for the last couple years of my life, and have found that it works out better . . sometimes people don't like it, but I think deep down, well, I hope deep down, that people would appreciate being told the truth. No "fake it till you make it" type of jargon.

i need to be strong. be the main pillar in my loved ones' lives.
tolerate, forgive, and give selfless love...

I do my best at this on a daily basis. I fall short . . I definitely do, but I'm also willing to grow and admit my mistakes.

I think a lot of what you included here, is also my interpretation of a redefinition Thanks for sharing.