Grief can bend us in unexpected ways. It twists until we flatten and disappear. It seems like a protection at the time, but we later realize it was because it was too hard to stay. To feel.

It sounds like you have come or are coming out that mental space. I hope you are feeling better. I think, from this piece, you can know you are not alone in that between, echo-ey feeling.

I am very grateful for this connection and comment. Thank you for being here.