Red Pill

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Afraid of the winter and allergic to Spring.
Learning to let go by forgetting to cling.
Searching for answers by Googling Bing.
Into the shadows with light to bring,
wearing goggles that turn night to green.
Look at reality right through the seam,
hands are shaking like an alcohol fiend
wondering if this has all been a dream
or if the red pill was from the wrong team.