I hate Valentine's Day. I have never been so single like these days. I wonder if I will ever be ready to settle down and if I will ever meet someone decent.
You seemed to have had a lot of girls drama before you got married and it is comforting to think that there is hope for me too.
Just keep doing what you do so well and don't worry about finding a partner. When the right person is ready you will find each other. Sustainable love is one of those things that only comes along when you're not looking for it.
Yep, I attract all kinds of cray, and I have paternal heart that would get sucked into unhealthy relationships. I had to be honest with myself and true to myself before I made the step from falling in the same old comfortable traps to being in a relationship where I was in love with a great person who would be a great friend even if we weren't lovers. There is hope, but for singles, Valentine's should be about some carefree boning. No good relation starts out of desperation.
@winstonalden @bleedpoet I am celebrating I am not good to be with anybody, I am not ready and I will never be ready to be in a relationship for ever. I am trying to accept my true nature, to accept that I am not made to be in a conventional relationship, but it is hard and the only thing I can celebrate today is that I'm so fucked up!
Aw, who cares about relationships. Just have fun be you and don't worry about labels like girlfriend or relationship. you seem like you have a lot of fun and live life on your terms, keep doing that. If there is someone out there who would click with all that, it will happen. I like @bleedpoet advice on boning, made me laugh. I never cared about Valentines day and we never celebrate it, I don't want a calendar to tell me what to do :)
I'm just being very emotional and needy lately. I shall stop and watch Black Panther tonight <3
Well have fun. I haven't any idea what 'black panther' is but enjoy it, is it a cartoon or a documentary about panthers?
This https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Black_Panther_(film)