Alone

Alone

I sit here
In silence
Another night
Alone

I feel

Thoughts whirl
Like dervishes
I contemplate
Alone

Empty

I'm haunted by
My life
I'm exiled here
Alone

Aching

I long for joy
So rare
I long for joy
Alone

Sadness

I seek out
The answers
I must do so
Alone

Why?

Asking
Many questions
Pondering life
Alone

Faith

Nothing
Nothing changes
I'm better off
Alone

Destroyed

I long for
Connection
Yet here I sit
Alone

For what?

Fuck it all
What's the point
I sit in fear
Alone

For what...

Want to trust
So badly
I'm safer here
Alone

No answers

Will I find
Happiness
Will I remain
Alone

No answers

Hope
There are solutions
I'll find answers
Alone

Deafening

Until then
Ignore the pain
Until then
I remain
Alone

Silence