It Still Hurts to Say Good Bye, But... Why???

Someone haunted me,
it never has a value to say
in my dreams or when I am
wide awake, enough to say
someone haunted my thoughts
as each second passed by...

He would be right by my side
Dawn to Dusk, night after night
lovingly guiding me through
ups and downs of life,
splashing colors on my dull canvas
weaving words lyrical
wiping every drop of tear
crossing the brim of my eyes...

Still he haunts, overwhelms my dreams
even after suddenly he opted to vanish,
returned to his nest, deserting mine;
Yet I never blame him.
Traversing through the path of life
may be, our roads crossed...
But why still it hurts
to say A good bye ?...