Secret Admirer

Have you ever loved or liked someone in silence ?
He/she never knows how you feel, and you have no intention to express your feelings. You try to lock your feelings deeply but also hope he/she had the same feelings to you.
Admiring he/she in a secret. Have feelings for him/her but try to hide it. That's really not an easy thing. But you keep trying to survive.
Secret admirer. Two simple words, with so many stories behind.
Two simple words, will be a sad or happy ending story.
Have a feeling for someone, sometimes it's not easy to show or tell. There are many things to consider for fear that "someone special" will run away or afraid it's will damaging your friendship.
The solution is just love in silence. Watch him from a distance. Seeing her sweet smile, even though can't join in laughing together. Recording her perfume, without ever tell him directly how scented he was. And the hardest thing is to endure anger, annoyance, jealousy when he/she with someone else. Sometimes because it has a big risk makes a person choose a way to become a Secret Admirer.
For you who are being a secret admirer of someone, must be very friendly about this four feelings of pain :
- Seeing Him/Her close to other it's hurting your feeling
- Missing Him/Her sometimes drop your tears
- His/Her smile makes you happy but also worried
- Confuse to keep hoping or stop, even your heart can't answer it

Untold Love Story
I was amazed by your beauty Can I look at you a little longer ? But, I'm afraid How strong your magnet pulled my heart This is my story Thank's For Read My Post, Please follow and upvote @Poetic-Power, and please read my other post next time.
I was enchanted by the way you talk
I was stunned by your humility
I am amazed at everything you have
Can I talk to you a little longer ?
I always liked all of you
I'm falling in love with you
Afraid of how i have to express it
Afraid of how if it'll be not a happy ending story
Afraid of how if it just one sided love
Fear if it gonna be hurt and scarred
How glare your eyes melt me
My story that i can't tell you
Because I'm just a coward,
Someone who doesn't dare to express his feelings
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