My fallen angel.

Thinking through the bottom of my heart
Lo, I see, I looked and I saw
The pain in my heart
The pain captured by my past.

So creeping in and out with much heaviness
What didn't I do, I kept asking
Who didn't I call?
I missed all out at once

My life so fell in pieces
My mind jailed in the prison of my pain
I shouldn't have done it
Why did I started this?

I really wanna call for peace
Hear me, my dearest friend
Yes you, beauty
It all started when I stared into those eyes of yours.

With joy so overwhelming
Never knew what to do
So I looked deep and marvelled
Those eyes speaking love to my heart.

A heart so broken by it's past
Yea, those eyes finally spoke to my heart
My mind heard that sweet voice of your eyes
With much insight.

They went deep and broke
That which kept me from loving once again
This pain kept me hidden for long
Shuttered in my graven imaginations.

My heart shuttered by my first love
My heart pinned to my past pains
A vow never to give in I made
Never to love again.

One step forward, I met you
So close but never saw
How blinded by pain of the past
But see as your lights shone.

That look at your feet
Caused me to stare again
A look in your eyes brought me here
I saw that which I have missed for long.

But finally I found the key
The key to the joy of my dreadful heart
As tamed by the pain of my past
All lies in those sweet and charming eyes of yours.

My crave for you I guess will never leave
The doors of my heart once again opened
To those sweet words of your eyes
Let them speak once again to me my dearest friend.

A @Paajohnny's Writing ©2020