I think you made a good valid point of views, a fear is not part of the God's will which is written in the Bible.

Revelation 21:8, KJV: "But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death."

Hope you can be part of our community who trust and faith on His words in the bible. God bless you brother