AM I WRONG FOR LOVING YOU?

How has my love gone sour!

Feelings become as HARD as a rock

My darling has turned away from what we once shared

It hurts!

Why did i do this to myself?
Why did i pour my_heart beyond measures into your careless hands?
Why would my heart be broken by the very one i sold my soul for?

I AM HURT
Why do i always fall a victim to unreciprocated love?
Isolated!
Demeaned
Rejected
Abandoned
Betrayed

Why do my love stories always end with "I never really loved you?"

And they ask me to pray about it!
How do i voice prayers from a lip that has stopped moving and eye balls that only drain in water?

I feel less!
I feel jinxed
I feel cursed
I need a lasting solution to my love_hurts

WHO WILL BAIL ME OUT?