Despite the fact that I struggle day after day,
I am still behind success.
Day after day a new challenge pop up,
Even though I am yet to overcome the previous ones.
Dreaming that in the nearest future,
I will be referred to as
The cream of my society.
But things turn out to be going
In reverse of what I have been dreaming of.
For the harder I try, the poorer the result become,
The higher I hope for a better result the lower
The result turn out to be.
Are winners created with two heads?
From the shameful position
Of Staying below average.
But all my efforts are always in vain.
For I still remain in the same position.
Is as hard as this,
I won’t have taken the stressful journey
To planet earth,
For I think staying unborn is
Better than having a big goal
But looking impossible.
For I consider myself not
Up to my goal.
But since suicide is not a right option,
I pray thee my creator
Strengthen me to accomplish
The reason you have created me.
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