I barely can remember ... part 1

I barely can remember him

I don’t even care

I admit that I wish he called me

To say couple rude words to him

But if he doesn’t

I would not care

I feel happy now

So scary, isn’t it?

But I know 

Without this pain

I wouldn’t chase my dream again

My everlasting dream

Now I have something bigger to dream about

Not just a liar

And a faker

Something which I wouldn’t regret

Something that wouldn’t let me down

And now

I’m not afraid of being alone

With no love

I’ve already tasted it

And it hurts

Now

I know I’m stronger

I’m sure of it

I won’t fall for love again

I won’t fall for pain

Nothing would ever put me on my knees

Source: I own full credits.