yet I'm not getting anywhere
feeling so worthless
and having no importance
like my life has no purpose.

you will see me as that happy
person like life is just perfect
honestly i don't think you really knew me.
tired of letting my own brain to taunt me,

clicking toch in my head,
feeling empowered,
always trying to look beyond the bad,
always feeling so sad,

trying to hard to impress,
all the burden of my stress,
that happens when you trade
in all your dreams for a job and

every day it gets less and exciting,
i would make difference but
i'm so busy faking this instead of trying.
for being tired has cause these emotions to pour out of me.

gaunt and pale,sleepy and overtired,
just want to go to sleep and
just forever linger in the dream
realm where anything you can think
on the future and fantasies
where i can imagine and rest all day.

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Orig poem 2017 @mrblu @steemit.com

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