🌠I'm sorry I drove you to the peak
Right back to a memory lane you pressed so hard to leave behind
Yet to experience the best life has to offer
Nevertheless you awaken to each day with a renewed hope for change
A change that would speak so loud for itself it wouldn't need an introduction

🌠Subtle signs are oftentimes taken for granted
I paid no attention to the red flag as they stared me in the face
I turned a deaf ear to those actions that were screaming out loud
"Quit It Already"
"I'm sorry it won't happen again, I will try and change"
Were the magic words your ears yearned for
Yet I was stubborn to say it or perhaps I didn't know how to say it

🌠Instead I laughed at your anger and pain so that I wouldn't feel them
How cruel of me!
Yet I was wrong because I never and didn't understand the gravity of what I had done

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🌠You made me your precious and rare gem
Treated me like a golden egg
Had nights of worry and restlessness when you went to bed without the sound of my voice in your head saying "I'm Safe".
Now I wish...

🌠My heart is bleeding, I wish I could turn back the hands of time
I wanna quit the fights and cry no more
For my tears wouldn't lock the chains I unlocked
I will climb every mountain and swim every ocean to fix what I've broken
My words and actions may not say how truly sorry I am
I hope my pen can...

...@mizdais...