You've made up my mind

You've made up my mind
Coloured it black to make it blind
To your insane ways
There is no escape
My mind's landscape
Has been rearranged
By your deranged
Luminescent persistence
Your erotic abstinence
Your celestial celibacy
I am aware
Of your "Beware"
I pay it no mind
Leave it behind
Because who am I to judge?
Who am I to hold a grudge?
You're my bad debt
My outlet
I give in
You win.

Inspired by one of my all time favourite Morrissey songs: " The more you ignore me, the closer I get". It's okay for another poet to read this poem on air, on blogtalkradio.com/latenightpoets