Every time
my soul burns, my heart hurts
I'm glad and I suffer
Every time I think of you
my spirit cries, and my mind laughs
immediate and transient happiness
Every time I think of you
the mistakes of the past sprout
and the innocuous and happy times
Think of you I do not want
but I keep thinking.
Torture with pleasure,
without cold or heat,
freezing inside
burning me out.