Hurt and Understanding
Hurt understands consideration:
These words whose scopes reflex so intercedently
This way and that, as how one might consider
How taught consideration voluntarily concedes
Its graciousness to others
Whether a brother?
Or else a mother?
The laws of nature jingling on God’s angling golden chain
Working a way within dry hearts may make all plain
And wide and straight, a pathway, highroad, for the King of all;
Hurt wrings, and oh!, betimes harsh consternations
Blend oscillations
With fraught contagions
A time when you before were too, too, ruthless innocent
A thoughtless instrument for crushing latitude
And a barrier against emergent thrusts of sympathy
A carrier triumphant of a regnant blindness
Whose measures cold
Engendered cold
Self-righteous self assured justifications
Your heart apart
By slighted tribulations mocked misfortune’s peers
Gave only a decided hard ungenerous regard
Since ‘she deserved it’
So you – you served it,
On him, ‘as verdict’
Thus did you hit the target with the arrow sorrow
Nor yet no narrow puncture piercing through your own aplomb
Nor at this juncture qualifies your smart and surly stride
Not now
But how!
The sting smarts in the biting of the scaly adder’s tooth
Contented in the garden of complacency you’ve snoozed
When came the creature offering you love’s all-enlightening bruise.
To self-accuse
Give your escape no egress
But follows-on full-weight, and measure, poured to overflowing
Your make-acquaintance-cue towards a state of better-knowing
A destination opens; your consent repairs a-going
Where went those cruel views
Jeered jibes called fools?
You are, by custom requisition,
Become, and roundly, self-remanded
Absolutely upper-handed
Placed under God
An instant, of a sudden,
A harvest haul of consequence comes home and laden
For your dismay and joy
Bespreading on your lawns
With complementary barrowloads of mixed-up grain and thorns
A bracket might make bookmark of your livelong page of failure
As fusillades of fire do honour or wantonly destroy
So a case is opened on you; bankrolled hope sits counted ready
For good and ill to work you, passing through the hands of many
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That's a very deep write! I read it twice, and let it soak into my brain. Well done! :)