The War is OVER

With every day that goes by
I realise many more aspects I had allowed to die.

The feeling is shocking,
Sometimes unbearable.

The disappointment and sadness
are in a battle with my happiness.

On some days I strain
from emotions that cause a ripping pain.

I find myself looking for corners
so that I can be a hiding mourner.

The effects of that experience
feel like a death of a life.

But I will continue with strife.

Although there are constant battles
And unseen scars,
Happiness and peace of mind will win the war