I find it a little difficult to follow the full meaning of your text; perhaps it is limited by my translation or because you did not consciously propose that it should have that cohesive meaning. Which is perfectly valid. So I value your text composed of thoughts that are a bit loose from each other, in the fragmentary or so-called "automatic writing" style of the surrealist, and as such I receive them. I think I perceive a certain ironic game and a vision that disregards some positions and ideas in front of others that signify change about life. One of the most interesting is this: "Let loose of the self sympathy start solving lifes simple mysteries.." Greetings.