Welcome back soldier! // Poem

Through the window, day turns to dusk
Through my eyes, gray turns to color
Through my years, deaths comes to hover
Through my fear, life turns to dust

Old friends, you lived by codes
Old friends, you died in holes
Old friends, you saved other's soul
Old friends, I wish I had followed

Day by day, live on the streets
Day by day, scrounge on the steps
Day by day, I cry for help
Day by day, I search for heat

Through the window, life's overgrown
Old friends, left me alone
Day by day, I go unknown
My life, I've never known