I DIDN'T WANT TO SMILE...
I have to live in the dark under a cloud now for a while.
It's like someone turned the lights out.
Maybe it's part of the grieving process...
There is a deafening silence even if there are sounds.
I feel so heavy it is difficult to even move.
It is like all there is a void.
(Gotta love Google... search for something and it turns out a zillion people have experienced the same thing and either drawn something artistic about it or written something about it.)
Oh God, Krishna, You're too much...
I didn't want to smile but now I have to laugh.
lol :)
Just like the song says!