Good day to you @kouba01. We all wonder about many things in life. One thing we wonder about the most is how we are seen in the eyes of others. Many questions run through our heads. Do they love me? Do they like me? Do they respect me? and many more I am sure. I do not know you my friend and I do not know how your relationship with your family is, but I do know one thing. I pray for you and your family every day. I pray for everyone in the world every day. I care about all of you. I care about the world. And I love everybody in the world as well. So know that there is at least one person other than yourself who loves and cares about you. Be at peace always and have a blessed day.