Dear friend...
How have you been?
I've missed you so much, you don't know how much
Every day it hurts more if you're not by my side
My forces are not the same
I'm trying to stay in the game
For you, for us
I've won this battle before
But this time it feels different
I don't want to fight again
I'm exhausted from facing the same problems
Of hitting the same wall
To fight a war I don't want to be in
This time I just wanted to say I'm sorry
I'm so sorry about our last conversation
I know you expect more from me
I'm doing the best I can
I wish you could understand me
With love, I say goodbye