Little of nothing

I have walked
down loneliness
the dark and winding way
melting together the shades of grey
I have walked together
with myself
away from me
in the context of humanity
I have tried to run
but in the never ending cycle
that is the alien world
that we are forced to live on
we run together
and apart
colors running
to create the masses
running beside me
against me and for me
bitter resentment at my inability
to feel
beyond me
and so I stand
walking and running
always the same
never moving
fighting for just a little bit more
of nothing