Beside you

Beside you-
was just a poem, reflected the struggles of a man,who working hard,away from his family.
This inspired by a wife,that exactly knew how the husband felt,by looking into his eyes and gestures.
Wishing the blessings,pour abundantly for them and those who struggled the same!

Lying down on the mattress
Sleepy he feel,yes still!
Heavy eyes, don't seem to open
Thought of dawn,but morning approached
Well known what he ought to do
But the muscle cramped all along the body

Mind said,
Can i stop this?
Can i just not doing this?
Can everthing that messed me up leave me alone?
Can i just quit?

In the bedroom where he slept
In the bathroom where he washed
In the kitchen where he do the dishes and cook
In the living room where he watched the movies
All that feel was emptiness

Heart said,
want to reach my hand to you!
Not by just listened to your voice
Not by just looking to you from the screen
But to be able to see you,reality!

Oh,miles the distances pulled soul aparted
In different spaces and places
Like missing your own pieces
Like tears might running down due to longing
Like anger might burst because of what helpless
Time seem so long and moving slow
Like pin pricked and pierced the heart
Leaving a holes and scars

The emotions were,
tired,dissapointed,longed and sad
Later it get tangled,mixed and complicated
As he begin to realized;
Rainbow after drizzle
Sun after night passed
Season changes
The bitters and sweets

Waiting for days and months
Oh finally, keep on stay still
When wind shakes the trees
When autumn took away the leaves and buds
Shall come the season those flowers bloomed

He said,
the days that counted..
I'll make the next counted..
Counting to what it should reached..
As soon,staying beside you!