My Existence
My Existence
Everything is floating all around me is blinding;
Surroundings unclear darkness is everywhere.
Maybe days, weeks are counted,
I'm beginning to feel I'm surrounded;
Warm, relaxing embraced,
Inside the womb of my mother's best.
Slowly I can hear a sound,
Soft, like a drumming sound!
I was now beginning to go round.
I cried so hard for I'm scared this time,
From where I sleep from slumber so deep;
Now I'm coming out it seems so risk.
Scared from the lights that blinds my sight,
Somebody is holding me carry me to side;
Still I couldn't see but her sounds of delight.
Months, years are counting again,
I am now aware of my existence;
Fully developed as human in presence.
Understanding of beings begun to experienced,
Why I am here, why do I exist?
I can find the answer and know the rest.
As I journey in life I cannot resist,
I try to shake it off from my wrist;
Different emotion, attitude exist,
Depths from within of individual human race!
Love, hurt, pain, anxiety there is,
Can't name them all but you can feel the trace ,
What does this mean? I felt depressed.
Why I am here, why do I exist?
So much enthusiasm, then followed by weakness;
The joy of laughter suddenly turns to tears.
Happiness in life lingered with loneliness,
Truly forgotten or this is really needed?
To go through it all to learn my existence?
Sometimes I questioned all of this,
It seems not fair to endure all pained;
Why suffered so much while happiness is hard to obtained,
It's easy to get broke so exhausted to stand again.
But as what YOU said it is a crucial stage,
Like every gold it was being tested;
It passes through the fire to know the real trade.
And so are my faith it was validated,
So YOU will know how strong is my faith;
YOU allow me to go through all of this,
To made me stronger in life ahead.
I hold on to YOUR promised,
You won't gave me burden which is beyond my limits;
And in times that I feel I could not bear it,
YOU will held me in YOUR arms like the rest.
Life is tough and I must be tougher,
Like players I will do the same;
I must run to finished until the end,
Now I know why I am here;
And that is my truly existence.
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