A Moment of Truth

Every day, not a single minute
Passes by without you in it.
Your skin, your voice, your body and your touch.
All of these moments, I miss them so much.

You are so present, so deep in my heart,
And our souls, I just know, will never part,
But circumstance and distance can be so overwhelming
They close doors and create doubt and we start blaming.

There are actions of mine, and I know that for sure
That feel so wrong, though my intentions are pure
They are painful and impossible to bear
And you feel it's all so unfair.

You can't run from yourself;
There is no place to hide.
It just hurts you so deep.
It hurts your heart and your pride.

Then I worry that if I continue to stay.
Will it be wrong and will I be in your way?
I fear that I am not at all what you need
And that this truth will make my heart break and bleed.

Then I sit here and wipe away my tears,
Wishing you could kiss away my fears.
If only you knew how much.
I miss and need your embrace and your touch.

I know I can't hide from my thoughts and my fear,
And I know at these times I don't seem near,
But you break down these walls
With the strength of your love,
And then I feel blessed
From God above!

My love for you runs so deep through my vein
That I dream of you, in spite of the pain.

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