D-pend, thank-you for your wonderful and insightful comment. It took me multiple times to absorb your poem because I wanted to grasp what you were truly trying to say. I always try to respect the writer by taking the time to envision the words and feel the energy from it. I am sort of like an empath who can sense things and feel what a person is feeling. That is why I gravitate to certain people. I can only interact with innately good core people and will avoid negative energy.

Your poem drew me in because I could feel the need for you to find the pure purpose of existence. It felt that your had to work you way through past inhibitions, past self doubts and make your way through obstacles that life throws into your path, until you find the purity of water/ocean that holds buried within it, the hidden secrets of the ancients who know the purpose of being. It is then you will have enlightenment.

You have such a deep essence that comes out in spurts, that wants to be heard. Your interpretation sometimes can be nebulous but in a way it is meant to reach only those who take the time to look behind the words and find meaning. I think it is partly your way of finding special people who can connect on another level of understanding with you.

You have a beautiful core with a multitude of energies that really have to come out. I feel in my being, that the more you express either via poems, music, art, etc. you will find that inner understanding and peace. It took Buddha an eternity to find enlightenment but when he did, he became all knowing. Keep expressing d-pend and you will eventually find your own! I support you in your march to inner peace and being!.....Cabbagepatch