Voices of Darkness
From morning to night every day
Here's what the voices have to say
Its never been anything positive
Always repeating the negative
Constant reminders of every mistake
Questioning if my life is all a fake
Each day takes me deeper in the hole
Wondering if I will ever be whole
Overwhelmed with feeling of worthless
Telling me that my life is just pointless
Bombarded with thoughts of suicide
Too much to handle so I try to hide
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Self worth diminished by every imperfection
That the voices point out in my own reflection
Analyzing everyday every person that I see
Comparing them to the faults within me
Remembering every error from first to last
Never letting me free myself from the past
So consuming that I want to break down and cry
But it has to stay hidden to keep my eyes dry
Rarely I am lucky enough to get a break
An opportunity not sure what to make
I embrace that time to fulfill my desire
Go gather the fuel to feed my internal fire
Wow. This is some powerful writing. I can so relate to so much of this.
I lived like this for so long. I hope that you can find freedom from it. I find my own therapy through writing I hope it gives you some peace and realizations as much as it does me.
Thanks. Yes writing has helped me out alot. I have found freedom from time to time. There's a second part to this poem that I will be sharing soon :)
The message is deep.
The rhyme is nice.
I love this