Groping Through Darkness Yet Surrounded by Light

Once More

Once again I'm lying here,
Wondering how I really feel,
Wanting to scribble with thrill,
Hoping every word is real...

Groping through darkness yet
surrounded by light,
Blinded by emotions yet still
holding on to it so tight.

Once more, I'd like to try,
To fight with all my might,
All these demons I have inside,
It's a battle indeed, a helpless plight.

Once more...
I'd like to win this fight.